Blow Out lyrics

In my mind [ ?? ]
All the time killin' what I feel
And everything I took

All I took while she [ ?? ]
All I took while she was crying

Just a start...

And everything I took

All I took while she [ ?? ]
All I took while she was crying

I infuse just in case I blow out
I am plain just in case I crack up

Everything I took turns to stone

All I took while she [ ?? ]
All I took while she was crying

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What do you think is the meaning of Blow Out by Radiohead?