Humiliation lyrics

Why does it always have to end with humiliation for me?
Why does it always have to end with humiliation for me?
I'll tell you why
I'll die
I'll tell you why
I'm in love with the girl I am
Who's smaller and stronger and braver than I'll ever be

Why does it always have to end with humiliation for me?
Why does it always have to end with humiliation for me?
I'll tell you why
I wanna die
I'll tell you why

He comes, honey
It's time to shrink
To be smaller than a grain to do at sea
Is all I'll ever be

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What do you think is the meaning of Humiliation by Yonlu?