I Find It Hard To Believe lyrics

I find it hard to believe
I find it hard to believe
That I'm embarassed at me
For being upset
Over acting so contemptuously (I find it hard to believe)
Acting so contemptuously (I find it hard to believe)
Acting so contemptuously (that I'm embarassed at me)
Acting so contemptuously (that I'm embarassed at me)
(For being upset over acting so contemptuously)
Acting so contemptuously (acting so contemptuously)
Acting so contemptuously (on me)
I find it hard to believe

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What do you think is the meaning of I Find It Hard To Believe by They Might Be Giants?