I Really Wanted You lyrics

I heard you're getting married
It seemed inevitable to me
Cause i was with you the night you met her
She had you hooked instantly
At the very first i thought it wouldn't last too long
Pretty soon i realized my estimate was wrong
Well i guess it's kinda late now
To say what you already knew
I really wanted you
I know it's jealous reaction
But after all that time we spent
She just picked you up and carried you off
I couldn't follow where you went
I'm well aware that certain things just cannot be
But don't deny that there were other possibilities
On the hottest night of the summer
On a sticky, steamy street
I was glowing like the sunset
I knew how happy we could really be
Your suntanned body stretched out on the carpet
In front of me
I know as long as live i'll never lose that memory
Well i guess i shouldn't say no more
You can do what you want to do
I just had to say, i really wanted you

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