Living In A Haunted Heart lyrics

I stumbled in and I fell straight asleep in the chair
Swear I did
Woke with a start and I thought I saw you floating by
Swear I did

The fixtures and furnitures the same
As the second you walked out the door
But here in my head you put a ghost train
And I cant go round any more

And I hear the passengers scream
Im living in a haunted heart
And I tell myself its all a bad dream
Im living in a haunted heart

Too proud to beg you to come back
One more drink, the fairground fades to black
Every night

Days last for years til the dark, like a bear,
Puts his claws around my brain
Smack! bang on time, with your laugh, you walk in
Through the walls around my brain

The curtains and carpets are the same
As the day you dissolved in thin air
Now here I go queueing for the horror ride
Knowing I dont have the fare

And I hear the passengers scream
Im living in a haunted heart
And I tell myself its all a bad dream
Im living in a haunted heart

Too proud to beg you to come back
As the ghost train rattles round its track,
Every night

I cant exorcise you or cause you to reappear
But if you want to know what nothing looks like
Well just peel back my chest and take a look inside here

The fixtures and furnitures the same
As the second you walked out the door
But here in my head you put a ghost train
And I cant go round any more

And I hear the passengers scream
Im living in a haunted heart
And youre shaking me apart at the seams
Im living in a haunted heart
My reality is pushed past extremes
Im living in a haunted heart
And I tell myself its just a bad dream
Im living in a haunted heart

Too proud to beg you to come back
One more drink, the fairground fades to black.

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What do you think is the meaning of Living In A Haunted Heart by Xtc?