Perfect Fit lyrics

What was it I was thinking,
Or was I even thinking at all?
When I think of what I thought back then,
Then Im ashamed;
And Im appalled that I gave up all I was so easily.
Living your life is not for me.
I wont be sedated,
I wont be sedated!
Give me a little taste and I know I wont want more.
I wont be sedated, stability is overrated.
Give me the disorder I adore.
I cant be a part, be a part,
I cant be a part.
I cant be a part,
Be a part of your modern world.
Ive gotta be apart, be apart,
Ive gotta be apart.
Ive gotta be apart.
I cant grasp the values that you hold.
What was it you were thinking,
Or were you even thinking at all?
When I think of what you thought of me,
I take offense;
And Im appalled that you could discount all I love so easily.
Living our life is not for me.

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What do you think is the meaning of Perfect Fit by A.f.i.?