Working In Quiet lyrics

I go to the places where you are
I find you hanging out
I paste my eyes wide open
And I turn everything inside out
I am turning into everything I hate
And you are graceful and absolutely fake
I am fake
I hear you laughing, am I proud of you
And I am turning into everything I hate
And you are graceful and absolutely fake
I hope youre proud
Im not changing
I hope youre proud
Im not changing
And Im trying to be quite
Im trying to be quite
Its not working

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